Will it feel better?

Last night I was filling the furnace and I looked at a red button and wondered if it was the one I needed to use to reset the furnace. Oh I should ask mike about it so I know.. and then I cried. I can’t ask him anything anymore. He did so much for me over the years that I never appreciated. I treated him like shit. I am so sorry Mike, So very sorry. You left me too soon mike. Too soon. We had a nice summer being planned. Now I have no one to do anything with.