Mike is gone. I was with him when he passed. It was sudden. One minute he is asking me to help him get up he had to go to bathroom, the next minute he is lifeless. My heart was wrenched from my soul.
I don’t know how to live by myself. I have no idea how I am going to hold things together. It is so hard. I loved him. Loved him more than I wanted to admit. He was my soulmate. And now I am so very alone.
If I have any readers of this blog, please go up to your spouse/partner and tell them how you feel. Don’t wait. And have them get all their end of life affairs in order, get all their passwords. Accounts, things they have going on. And do it yourself.